Furthermore, despite Serena, I still had this feeling about messing up two officers' careers. However she had got me thinking and I slowly began to re...lise that our logical mind can rationalize anything when we are in mental pain. We're each the centre of our own universe and we want to take the one thread that connects us to some horrific event and construct a chain that puts us at fault for what has happened. There is just enough truth in that to make it seem logical. (Author's note. This. He lowered his head to mine and embraced me in a kiss that took my breath away as I snaked my right hand up his arm and across his shoulder to his neck and then through his hair as my other gripped the ridge of his right shoulder blade.Our speed and friction increased as the heat of our bodies combined. Our breathing became more rapid and our soft moans began to build. He pulled his face away a bit, pressing his forehead against mine and I could sense his thrusts become more forceful. In. All I could think about was, why and how did she get this way.That night, I asked her and she told me how. But, she couldn't tell me why."I don't know why! Really, I don't know. I gave in to the moment and had sex with a young man at work." She paused studying my face. "I knew, the instant I felt him cuming inside me, I wasn't going to stop."I wanted to know why she had sex with him, if as she said, "I Love You. And I enjoy our intimacy, immensely. You always satisfy me in bed."She couldn't. By the time you get there you should be quite relaxed and ready for something to eat. Do what you would do during the day. Go to bed at your usual time, get up and go about your day and just enjoy life. Take it one day at a time and I'll see you in 2 weeks." I got up from the chair behind my desk and went around to give her a hug, as I always do for all my patients.She looked at me, questionly, almost like she had something else to say but thought better of it. She got her coat off the hook by.