It's more important that you like yourself than that you look a particular way. CC obviously likes you." He told me ... he said I wasn't fat. I don't ...now if he really likes me, I thought he was just being kind." There you go. You don't really want to lose weight, just tone yourself and turn some of it into muscle."Pippa didn't respond to that, but followed Cherry below, where they found CC busy at the stove."I thought you might want to get under way at high water," he said to Cherry."That was. Beyond that, the ocean showed in the near background, with small waves lapping the shoreline.There was an open laptop on a table, and the back view of a woman, typing energetically. The weather in the scene looked warm, the woman was concentrating, hurrying to get her thoughts down as her mind raced with ideas.Dee suddenly recognised the woman was her favourite author, who wrote under the nom de plume 'The Authoress'. Dee became excited, maybe she would glimpse her idol's face! The Authoress. I stayed there for a couple of minutes and told her thank you. She said thank you back and I got dressed for work. I got so turned on by it I had to jerk off in the bathroom. I just had to do it again but wasn't sure how. From that day on I made sure to have a bulge no matter what I was wearing. And each day she'd stare down at it each time she had.The next day I wanted to flash my whole dick to her but her friend came to pick her up. I walked out in different boxers this time and a hard on. I love him with all my heart and intend on continuing to please him as I have for our entire marriage and will do all the naughty sexual tasks he assigns me to. I love each and every one of them and love that he loves me enough to let me have some sexual fun outside of our marriage bed. Friday, November 9, 2012: I was awakened at 600 a.m. by the dogs as they were barking at the front door as the doorbell rang. I sat up on the side of the bed, put on my dressing gown and headed to see who was.