" I beganto feel bad, like I had caused it. But I remembered when I would runcommission reports, and Gretchen was making pennies while Monica andRhond... were making the big bucks. I just didn't want to be the reasonwhy she quit all of a sudden. We pulled up at Claytons, and drove under the canopy. The valet poppedup out of the shack and opened the door for me. I saw him pull open thedoor and gleefully look up and down my legs. I suddenly felt flush withembarrassment. He then ran around and. If you think you will feel bad or guilty after doing it, don’t do it. I know I would love to. Moreover, we will do only what you are comfortable with. I knew she wanted to and she was trying to justify herself. Finally she relented.“OK. If we meet, you have to use condoms always. And no oral sex please.”“Anything you want,” I quickly agreed.Although she did not mention anal sex, I knew that was out too. So around three weeks after I first met her on chat, I took a day off and booked a room in. ”“So it’s possible he forced her to admit what was happening, they fought and she defended herself.”He sighed, tapping his fingers on the seat. “That occurred to me, but I can’t believe she’d do anything violent. In any case, she’d have contacted me. She’d know I could set things up so she could quietly turn herself in.”“Unless she didn’t intend to surrender?”He shook his head. “No. Martha loved her husband, as I do my wife. Even if she couldn’t live with him, she wouldn’t dream of hurting him.. ’ ‘Please don’t make me look like an idiot out there.’ ‘The only thing you are going to look like tonight is hot. Do you see all the men looking at you? I am the luckiest man in this club. I am the envy of every man, and most of the women here. The men are not paying attention to their women, they are looking at you. Watch their heads turn as we walk to the dance floor.’ She did watch, and he was right. It was like the day she prepared for her dad’s wedding. Her hair was up, her makeup was.