" Speaking of which, Luise. What will you do come the morning when we'll set you free?"Luise had not even thought of that. "What can I do? My father h...s renounced me." I'll tell you. You can live with us until you know what to do." What ... what will I have to do?" Nothing you don't want. Marja's doing the cabin and the cooking. You can help with the charring or help with washing and mending. We'll see." You're not expecting me to ... I mean, I know Ingeburg is in Birkenhain all the time...". Its hard to explain Ms. McDonnell, Lindsay said, red-faced. Oh I see youre on your period. Do u need a tampon? Ms. McDonnell said. What! Oh yes. Yes thats it. Um, no. I am ok. I have some, Ms. McDonnell. Good bye, Ms. McDonnell. No, no. I should come in, Ms. McDonnell said, pushing the door open. Lindsay pushed back holding it where it was. Oh, no need for that Ms. McDonnell. I will just have some sprite and lay down, Lindsay lied. Are you sure, Lindsay? I could come in and- Lindsay cut her. I guess we both felt that things were moving in the right direction.With the candle lit and the hustle and bustle on the street passing us by, we talked about life, philosophy, politics. Knowing that it was a first date, we ended the night with a kiss and promise to meet again.I tried to play it right by waiting a couple of days before setting another date. As we were in close, but different cities, this time she agreed to meet me closer to home. I met her at a bus stop and walked her. I have 2 cancel.I’ll txt u later.Fuck. Really! I can’t say I’m all that surprised, but well shit, couldn’t she have been quicker if she was gonna cancel on me again. It wasn’t really my kind of movie but fuck it, I’m not gonna waste my ticket. I’m gonna go see this rom-com. Because fuck I’m bummed yet so horny, maybe there will be some tits and ass that I can use later for a jerk off back at my ‘partment. Trying not to think about how sad and mad I was, I didn’t notice that right in front of me.