Looking back on that summer, I thinkthe combination of drugs and hormones must have befuddled my mind. Howelse can I explain why I agreed to have brea...t and butt implants in thefirst week of September?By then Erika had almost convinced me that my lifelong dream was tobecome a total woman. I even made the preliminary booking for surgeryin Sweden. And yet I didn't feel comfortable with showing my feminineside -- not at all. I felt like a freak, and wouldn't go outside. SoErika started throwing. One time, you start with gentle touching and kissing of my erect nipples, and another time, you start with my feeling the sting of your belt on my ass. That not knowing had my brain spinning and my body aching for something to happen.I knew you could smell me as the fluid leaked from my bald pussy. It ran slowly down my legs and into my stockings, and some even dripped right on the floor. You would always tell me that seeing me so wet, pushes you to come up with more ways to torment me.You said. Anyway, he's really into bondage and he's always been after me to give it a try. Steve’s fiftieth birthday was coming up, so Mark and I decided that as his gift we'd throw him a surprise bondage birthday.We put a really thick, comfy duvet on our kitchen table, which I lay down on. I was naked, except for my black, stay-up stockings and six inch heels. Mark slid me down the table so that my legs were dangling over the end of the table, and he put a pillow under my ass, making my pussy easily. Jen would love it here I thought. My thoughts turned to my daughter. I hoped she was ok. I decided to call her shortly. My little girl had certainly grown up into a beautiful woman lately. At 16 she had developed into such a sexy creature. When Pete had given her the bikini, I knew it was highly inappropriate but she looked amazing. I found my feelings, not for the first time, very confusing. I had found myself wanting to touch her body, run my hands over that soft firm flesh, squeeze and.