Well, at least I could see some light and it definitely was not that proverbial, full steam ahead, train.I still had to figure out how to tell my moth...r about my job, or rather, how I didn't have one right now. I knew I could always use my room and settle there until my feet were planted in some other endeavor. That was what drew me home this weekend.I guess the biggest problem I had was I had to clean out my apartment in Stewart City. My work had been there and it was far enough away from home. And I noticed she wasn't sitting too far away from you a few minutes after it was over." No, she wasn't." All right. Here they come. You just keep quiet and go along with me. I'm going to give her a little of her own medicine."The passing out of the food and drink was a lot more civil than it had been earlier. I made sure to thank Jill."Jillian, I've been thinking about what you said earlier and you're absolutely right." Thank you, Daddy." She had that smug look back on her face. She hugged my. Pinbu kadaisi benchil amarnthu kondu irunthen, aval en arugil vanthu bench meethu kai vaithu kondu pesi kondu irunthaal. En nanban arugil irunthu doubt ketu kondu irunthaan, aval thudai appozhuthu en meethu pattu kondu irunthathu. Aval en arugil nindru kondu eti en nanbanuku puthagathil doubt clear seithu kondu irunthaal.Aval mulai idupu anaithaiyum en arugil paarthen, andru aval ena seithaal endru theriya villai. En manam muzhuvathum aval mugam matum thaan irunthathu. Avalai migavum pidithu. . 'God, Arie, don't be so self-righteous, this is all your fault. Signed, Trina.'"I shrugged. "You don't need to know it by heart. We can go look it up again." No, that's the thing, we can't," she said. "I hit Reload to make sure I wasn't just seeing things—and then the page came back saying, Sorry, user Flicker has deleted this post." Owch," I said. "Not good." Yeah," Arie said. "I'm not..." She sighed. "Remember what I said yesterday about how intangible my depression seems? Nothing seems to.