Oh, I had so much empty time before me.* * *But time passed, as time does. Slowly it seemed sometimes, and sometimes so fast I lost track of the weeks... I worked. I worked hard. I had nothing else. I still exercised, and jogged, and kept myself attractive. I still don’t know why. I’d run until I thought my lungs would burst. I’d exercise until I was so exhausted I would fall into a dreamless sleep. Upon awakening, I’d turn to his side of the bed, feel the cool undisturbed sheets, and cry.I tried. .. Don't you remember how last timeI carefully explained that people get mad when you post pictureslike that on the internet? I thought I'd made it so clear that evenyou'd understand."He looked down at it again, sighing."At least you're wearing something this time."Harry, shaking his head in stunned incomprehension, tried to backout of the room.The principle grabbed his arm."Whatever am I going to do with you, Heidi?" he asked.Harry didn't like the strange glint in his eye.The principle. The onlookers laugh andcheer their favorites, and you are pleased to hear wolf whistles andwhoops of delight as your float glides past. The rhythm of the musicunder your dance sweeping out and around, tempting those listening to joinin with the bass of it's lusty heartbeat, thumping under the music inseductive waves of sound.You sway with the music pulsing around you, loving the sensations, yourvoluptuous curves making each gesture an erotic delight. There is a newgrace in your movements, a. (Why he felt compelled to take it off for my sake I have no idea. But quite a few men do.) They made room for me to sit between them in a dark booth, then got back in, having arranged us so we were all on the same side, with me squarely in the middle.We made some inane small talk for a few minutes, but I could tell there wasn’t going to be much of that. I was wearing a short skirt, and Vince put his hand on my thigh and started nuzzling my neck. Brian seized on the other thigh. I remember.