.across the room. Inoticed that my lower back became more fluid, allowing my hips to sway.Forcing myself to carry my body in such a feminine way did ...omething tomy attitude. I realized that when I did go out in public dressed thisway, I'd be very purposefully presenting a feminine image to the world,not just in my clothing, but in my movements, and most important, in myframe of mind. What was a feminine frame of mind? It was morevulnerable, more exposed, more emotional,. .. Fuck meeeeeee ... more pleaseee." Yet ninety minutes later you are whimpering incoherently, "Nooooooooooo ... pleaseeeeeeeee ... noooo ..... moreeeeeeeeee ... please."In the meantime you are flipped this way and that like a rag doll. You feel limp like a Raggedy Ann doll, like a Raggedy Ann fuck doll. To these Black Men you are just a fuck toy, just a nigger's white fuck toy. You have become nothing more than a white receptacle for nigger cum.Repeatedly, you fucked over and over and over. His stomach instantly plummeted. How much had he heard? How much had he seen? ‘Richard! I didn’t see you there. I-‘ ‘Jarod,’ Richard said, gesturing in the direction of Jarod’s desk. ‘Can I come in?’ ‘Sure, I mean-‘ he trailed off, moving to close the door behind the older man. When he turned again to face him, Richard was leaning back against his desk, regarding him sternly. ‘Look, I can explain-‘ ‘Jarod, I’m not here for explanations.’ He stood staring at Richard for a few heartbeats before. There were more than one occasion where as Jamal was ejaculating yet another load of his sperm into Mara's pussy, that he and Tomas would make brief, momentary eye contact; and as they did, Jamal felt such a deep excitement---he was fucking this other (white) man's wife, right in front of him, and the husband seemed to enjoy the sight! How could that not be thrilling?Once, after Jamal had emptied yet another load of his sperm into Mara's pussy, he withdrew his glistening wet cock, and as he.