Mom gave me a sleepy-eyed smile. "Time to go home, hon. You enjoy yourself?" Um, yeah, s-sure!" I stammered, hoping that I'd wiped any sign of Vicky's...lipstick from my face.We shambled back to the trailer, Mom leading us in some old dirty drinking song, the three of us arm in arm the whole way. I was beginning to relax again, thinking that perhaps Vicky's kiss hadn't really meant what it seemed to. Harmless flirting, maybe.That didn't mean I wasn't still lusting after her, though.I went to the. Do you have any questions.Rob asked if Mel would know that it would be him fucking her, I told him that she wouldn't and Rob started to smirk. I told him that she would be in the doggy position and wearing a blindfold, Ill fuck her first and then we'll swap. We don't want her to know so don't make any noises, and don't kiss her or grab her.We had an agreement!As Mel and I made our way back to the hotel room, my heart started pounding, I couldn't believe what i had done and knew that it was. Just won't hear of it. I've tried these pills they have now and, well, it helps some but just not quite enough. Ah, sorry, to bring such things up to such a fine fellow, sorry."Wanting to lighten the conversation, I rather flippantly suggested, "Well, if she ever changes her mind, put my name in, Martin, she's a beautiful and enticing woman."Right about then, Alyssa came back with two bags of boxes full of aromatic and tasty Chinese food which we all thoroughly enjoyed. There was more wine and. Those words were foreign to her now. Day and night were terms that were distant memories. She knew light or darkness, no shades of dusk or tints of dawn. She couldn't think of what the wind was or how it felt against her skin. The only air she got was the stale air that was thinly circulated by fans. Trees, flowers, animals, those things were gone to her, gone like her innocence. Gone like her belief of heaven because she survived in hell.She wasn't concerned with her nudity any longer. Any.