“Probably it’s only legal because nobody ever thought anybody would want to do it.”“Bullshit, Emily. You know better than that.” I began to ...nbutton her blouse.“Wait,” she said. “No, really ... wait.”She hesitated. “We need rules. Ground rules.”“No blouse-unbuttoning?” I asked frivolously. I was feeling confident now. Eager. This was actually going to happen.Emily wasn’t in a joking mood. “We both want to do this, but we have to go into it with eyes open.”“Blouses, too,” I. “So you off today,” Carl said starting small talk to end the uncomfortable silence.“Yes. You?”“Yep.”“What do you do,” he wanted to know.“I’m a TSA agent,” Carl confessed. “What about you?”“You got a good job. I’m an LPN.”“That’s cool. Where do I turn,” Carl checked for directions.“At the second light.”“I’m Carl. And you are?”“J.J.”When they arrived at the appointed destination, Carl purposefully drove past.“Hey, that’s my house back there.”“Yeah, I know. I’m about to turn around. Look I gotta. ” “Do you want to be part of this lifetime?” Anna said. “How do we play?” She kissed him. “Let go.” He licked his lips as she moved away. He motioned to a waitress and ordered a bottle of wine, and Leia pulled the drape shut. It was dark but for a faint drift of light through the fabric and the table glowing blue against their faces. Anna kneeled on the table, kissing Leia, red hair falling against Leia's golden strands. Matt stretched his arms across the back of the bench and drank in this. I will never forget his kindness. He continued, “I can fix you up with emergency contraception that is highly effective in preventing pregnancy. It is simple and safe. But you need to take it immediately. It is a concentrated dose of estrogen and progestin. It will prevent ovulation, and implantation. The only real side effect is you may experience some nausea.”He was kind, and caring. He gave me the single dose pill, which I took immediately at the water fountain in the pharmacy. He then gave.