I squeezed gently, fondling and caressing as I continued kissing her. I was in heaven. Nothing else could ever be this good, I was sure.After our kiss...finally ended, I told her how marvellous it felt to be holding her like this and she made no attempt to remove my hand, just cuddling even closer to me.That was the first time I touched her breast, but it certainly wasn't the last time. Whenever we were alone for a kiss and a cuddle, I was allowed to touch her.A few weeks later it was my 15th. We laughed and joked for a few hours and Jake and Kate were all over each other. They kept whispering in each other’s ears and making out. When they made out I couldn’t help but watch, it turned me Jake kissing her plump lips. I started to wonder what her mouth would feel like and could feel my jeans starting to bulge. A little later we went in to the area near the stage and Jakes favourite band were on. They were dancing together and I stood awkwardly watching the band and watching his hands. We finished our drinks quickly and as we walked out he lifted the hem of my dress, grabbed my backside and said, "Her ass is mine tonight."Back in the room I told him how I wanted every inch of him in my sissy pussy. I said, "I don't care how long it takes or how much it hurts, I want you, every part of you inside me. I want to be bred by you. I want to be yours once again." This seemed to excite him and we began to kiss. Slowly he unzipped my dress and let it slip to the floor. His hands. I just worked and came home and watched TV and jacked off to Internet porn. That was always the best. When I did that I could imagine that I was one of those big-dicked studs fucking pretty co-eds and they would love me for it. Thank god for internet porn otherwise I'm not sure I'd have made it to 57. Anyway, something startling happened to me a few weeks ago. Remember me telling you that I'd only had sex with a woman 57 times in my 57 years? Well 50 of those 57 times were since my new.