“Prue,” he said, not knowing how to go on – just filling the gap.“Peter,” she said. “If you’re not ready, I understand.”No, dammit, he...screamed inside. She shouldn’t understand him. She should scream and cry. She should accuse him, make him feel what a bastard he was.But she didn’t.She told him she understood, but if he please would let her in on his plans so she knew what to expect. Please, she said, for God’s sake.Then she disconnected.Prue hung her jacket in the small closet at her. .."When Tara didn't say anything, I slowly looked up at her, expecting alook of anger and disgust. Instead she was staring at me with a strangeexpression. In fact she didn't look angry at all, just confused,thoughtful, and something else."You're really Jake?" she finally asked, staring at me intensely,obviously stunned to see someone who looked exactly like her. I knewthat it had to be pretty creepy and that I wouldn't react very wellrunning into my twin. When I nodded, she continued, "A. The movie started, Half way through i noticed Jamie kept squirming about and re adjusting his boxers. I decided to distract him by asking him what all the banging about and the little strop was for when he came in he told me that his date wouldn't do anything for him she would let him explore her hidden depths but when it came to him she wouldnt do anything so he had come home horny and hard. Jamie told me he'd tried jerking off in the shower but he needed a womens touch. I looked at him. ◊◊◊◊◊ So we moved aboard, fitted her out, then sailed south down Baja to Cabo San Lucas. We shopped at a Costco (!), tightened a few nuts and bolts, then jumped off to make the ‘coconut run’ to French Polynesia. I remember most the blue water on that crossing. Lots of blue water, a blue so clear and deep and mysterious no words can describe it. And yet even then I think I felt shadows circling in the deep, far below and just out of sight. And — no storms. No howling gales. Just an endless.