Mike discovered later that most of the "pacified" civilians had to take their "happy" pills every day at the control centers that carefully monitored ...ach and every resident.The only indication they had that everything was not all sugar and spice was when an armored truck came around a corner and turned a water hose on some huddled transients gathered around burning barrel in a deserted lot next to a motel that had definitely seen better days. The dirty looking group scattered like a bunch of. "Yes," I said, stopping my dishwashing."Becky, I don't now much about this stuff. Are you transgender...or areyou a sissy? I'm not sure I get the difference."I blushed. It seems I was always blushing with Darcy. "I ... I don'tknow," I said. "Growing up, I wore my sister's stuff. There were nouniforms. But this time, I bought the maid's dress. It's complicated. Ithink being a sissy is about submission. I think being transgender isabout wanting to be a woman. So I don't label what I am. When I. GreenIt was a thousand miles away from any place I'd ever been before. I didn't know a soul in town. Oh God, I hoped I didn't know anyone in town. It'd be just my luck that a client would be in the bar, just passing through.I seldom have more than one drink. In fact, I am usually the designated driver. As part of the bargain, Stan had to promise to drink orange juice before I would even agree to go into the place.The bar was named DANCERS! It was off the interstate about a mile. We were on. I said ok so a bunch of over sexed 20 year olds are coming here tommorrow night !! She said yes basically but i dont think it will be that kind of party ! I said hmmm i would put money on it !Simon came home around 11 and Julia was in bed and Simon joined me for a drink in the snug and i quizzed him about who was coming tommorrow and what time , he said he had invited around 10 people and from around 3pm. I asked if any girls were coming and he said no just guys. I said have you told all your.