Perhaps, I've since wondered, was she a habitual teaser and control freak, and somehow got off on the power of her situation relative to me? I dunno. ...ut she never admitted anything to me; so she remained a bone of contention to me. My memories of her cause even now starkly contrasted feelings of desire and deep lust, but also great anger, about the headgames that went on. I think after the eventual argument her behaviour caused, we'll probably never speak again, maybe her arrogance is too. "Oh man, did I do something wrong?" I remember thinking, "Did I break itor something?" But after a minute or so it shrank back to its normal sizeand I realized that I'd just jerked off for the first time. Oh wow, sothat was what I'd heard the other boys talking about once or twice. Iwondered if I could do it again right away and while it did feel good, Icouldn't make it happen again but after supper that night - success! Soever since that first time I'll jerk off about once a day or so -. We passed Disney movies around the neighborhood to keep our kids quiet and the parents sane. I cooked our steaks and some hotdogs for the brood of five around our feet (our two, Julie’s two, and Regina’s one) and we served on a table on our back patio. Julie and I were sharing some glances and Sandy kept looking at Rich like the steak was doing nothing for the hunger she felt. Dinner over and dishes organized for washing tomorrow morning, Regina took our kids into her place and sat them down. "Morning, Ben!" Todd sang out. He was seated in one of the chairs, a cordless phone on the table next to him, looking at something written in a spiral notebook. I grunted a reply around the burrito I was stuffing into my mouth. This stuff was GOOD!"I've been calling the SysOps of the other boards in town that have 'adults-only' sections, like we talked about. Response has been pretty positive so far. Just got off the phone with Incubus."I blinked. Incubus was the SysOp of Fantasy BBS, the big.