His plan worked and I went from being an underachiever to exemplary."In addition to John, I had a lot of help from others. It has not all been pretty....Every so often, I let the experiences of my first fourteen years dictate my actions. You would not like that kid or the path that he was on until the strange events that occurred that hot day in July of 1985."Cynthia lay quietly until she realized that I was finished. "Did the burr have something to do with changing the path that you were on?". Both girls leaned in for a kiss and I filled my hands with their soft flesh.That was the end of our discussion of constitutional government.Joan had SATs on Saturday morning. Em was committed to doing a shopping trip with Mom and Pey. It was supposed to be to get a few special things for Pey but I knew Mom planned to get Em some new clothes and shoes to start her new job with. I was glad my parents were investing in her since the amount she earned wouldn’t cover any significant expenditure for. They bothlooked over at me and giggled. The younger boy would turn beet red. Iwished I knew what he had said. Little did I know at that time.Once, one of the younger guys got up and I swore I saw his crotch veryhard and stiff. I stared and found myself with my mouth open. Then hewent over to one of the other guys and sat on his lap. They all burst outin laughter and joy. I was overwhelmed with desire to join them. But....I knew better. I came to call them ... my little troupe.Months went by and. Maa ko rota dekh kar main bahut dukhi hua. Ussko bahon mein bhar ke maine bola”Maa ab main aa gaya hoon. Tu akeli nahin hai. vilas tere saath hai. Ab tujhe rone ki koi zarurat nahin hai. Tera beta sab theek kar dega. Tujhe duniya ki har khushi doonga jo kissi auarat ko mil sakti hai” Main Rekha se lipat raha tha, usski ankhon se behne wale aansoo apni zuban se chum chum kar pee raha tha aur usske balon mein ungli fer raha tha.” Beta ab mujhe chhod kar mat jana, verna main mar jaungi vilas”.