I was still angry. That made me stop and think.Calm.I needed to calm down. "Why am I so mad?" I said to myself.Chandra just looked uncomfortable."Chan...ra, what's wrong?" I asked. I was trying to calm down, but felt like I was still a hair's breadth away from killing Steven."Nothing, Milord," She replied. She still looked like she would rather be anywhere else."Work with me. I'm angry; but not at you. I think that I'm angry with myself. Why would that be?" I asked of her.If she knew, Chandra. He did....in spades!We finished up for the day and Seumas said "I'm going down to the beachfor a swim" - the beach was only a few hundred yards from the villa. Lifethe housewife I wanted to become I said I would get an evening mealready. I'd spotted some steaks in the fridge and salad stuff.While my man was away I prepared a marinade for the steak with some oliveoil, wine, oregano, basil and parsley from the garden. I wondered who waslooking after it since there were some beautiful flowers, a. Two days later two specks were floating next to each other above the black desert that the Inner Panorama became.‘Good’. Zax was relieved, the dark light was contained. Calmly, he examined the specks. ‘They repel using a gravitational field, yet not affect one another and remain in the same fixed position’ He squinted, despite the action being useless when done in his sea of consciousness. ‘Swallow’. He initiated the devouring nature of his dark attribute.The earthly specks shivered and then. ” “Mmmm, calm down Mia, just enjoy it.” “No really, please just stop.” I pleaded. “What’s wrong? I thought you were enjoying this.” She said dejected. “I am. It’s just that...” “What Mia?” “Frankie, I’m still a virgin.” I said quietly, looking away from her. “I know. This is the first time I’ve had sex with a woman before too.” “No, that’s not it. I’ve never had sex with anyone before. Girl or guy.” “Really? I honestly didn’t know. I’m sorry.” She apologised. “Why didn’t you say something.