But I sure as hell did not care to make a living by working around the dead. I'd rather be a hamburger flipper for Big Mack or something. But "landsca...e technician" was the only job available and I needed to work to eat.When Big Solar Electronic Industries decided to "relocate" to India that meant two hundred and fifty of us all got the axe at the same time. I lost my car after I missed one payment. This meant I could not even move to another city where I might be able to obtain employment.The. Sex - even masturbation - without Seto just served to remind him how lonely he was. Having Trey in his life was great, but Trey didn't fill the empty space in Jou's heart - although he did ease the pain.But Seto was more. He was an intellectual foil and a sexual addiction. He was every dream at night, every other thought during the day. He was The One.Why didn't I take that God Damn phone? Jou tried not to ask himself that, but the question kept re-occurring to him.Still, they sold out of the. Usko bas paise mil jaate woh usi mein khush. Ek baar humari company aur 3-4 aur companies ki eek saath milke success party thi. Main to party venue mein pehle hi pohch gaya tha. Sab intezaam check kar raha tha.Jab sab guests aane lage uske thodi der baad boss bhi aaye. Car se jaise hi Sarika utri main to dekhta hi reh gaya. Usne golden color ka gown pehna tha. Bohut hot lag rahi thi. Party mein sab ek dusre se baat mein lage hue the. Shakti to party mein aaya hi nahi tha.Woh Goa gaya hua tha. Just let me know how many." What if they want to bring something?" Have them call me." OK."Mary and Charlie were sitting at the table. Mary seemed a little extra-clingy with Charlie this morning."Uh, oh. What's happening?" I got a call from my dad last night. He's back in town. He said he's going to call me when he gets home tonight. He wants me to go over and talk to him." Ah. Afraid the honeymoon's over?"Mary sniffed. "Something like that." Well, you know he's not going to cut you guys off..