I liked that she was holding my hand. It made me feel closer to her as mymom and a woman. I squeezed her hand."Mom I've always felt I'm smart, maybe t...o smart. But being transgenderhas nothing to do with getting good grades. It's been easy for me up untilnow to keep these thoughts and secrets of wanting to be a girl inside me,because no one else knew. I'm just Andy, the nerdy kid who's older brotherplays football. My dream and need I have of becoming a girl was my safeplace I guess. To buy the. “To make things less stressful for the kids, each complex has a family court, just like the state-run system. It gives me a list of judges approved to be over each family court, but I pay the judge’s salary, housing and cover all their benefits. What gets me is an expedited way to get rid of kids like Pat.”“Why would you want to get rid of her? She loves it here,” the mom interrupted.I looked her in the eyes and said, “Because you want her as your daughter, and she wants to be your daughter. I. I switched off the music, but kept earphones in my ear and started listening to their conversation. It was about the usual condition of train. “Where are you going?”, said the younger one to me. “Hmm. Faizabad”, I lied. And this triggered the conversation among us. I commented on the deserted train and they told me it is usually like this. They were nice, talking to me in a gentle way. I found their names were Manish Khanna the elder one, Mayank Khanna the younger. Our conversation changed to. My face was red with shame and the girls laughed and insulted me as I dressed up. They took photos of me from all angles. Then Jane selected a short leather whip and I was made to lay face down on the bed. Mary held me down by the shoulders and Alice held my ankles as Jane whipped my buttocks and thighs. I yelled and struggled but the girls held me firmly. When she had lashed me over 50 times, they changed places and the two other girls took it in turns to thrash me. At the end the whole of my.