........I worked on that posting all winter long. I wasn’t sure if I’d ever go through with it. But as soon as the snow released its hold on the b...ckcountry and the trails opened up I knew I had to give it a try. Thursday nights were open stage at the local Youth Hostel and a lot of town residents attended this weekly social event. I tacked up my posting, amongst much clutter, on the bulletin board just outside the men’s washroom. My heart was racing and my loins were tingling. I proceeded to. ‘Well, then, what have you got to sell?’ ‘Sell?’ ‘What would be worth, hmmm … $137,263.48 to me? Hmm?’ ‘I– ‘ I shook my head, wide-eyed. ‘Nothing.’ Dexter puffed the cigar a couple times, not deigning to look at me. ‘I hear you have a cute wife, Ridkins.’ God! No! Not Julia! ‘I– ‘ ‘Don’t sputter,’ Dexter pursed his lips. ‘I– I wasn’t sputtering.’ ‘You were getting ready to start. And let me finish the details before you have a conniption. NOTHING is involuntary. You bring me your wife tonight.. After just one more song, her new partner led her off the dance floor to that corner booth. There were four guys already seated there. The guys quickly made room for my wife at the rear of the table. I watched as each guy lifted her onto their laps and then slowly slide her across to the next guy. As I watched I could not see anything that was happening below the table, but her blouse was mostly open giving everyone, including me, a great peek-a-booby titty show. The guys lifting her onto and. I was convinced I had to blow you to keep you. By suppressing my distaste of cum I, in turn deceived you with my feigned enjoyment of the taste. I deceived myself into believing it wasn’t deceit, it was what I had to do to keep you. I’m so glad I didn’t make a mistake by giving myself to you but back then I just didn’t know. I was afraid of another Dick episode. I’m sorry for the deceit and I’m sorry for the suspicion cast on the Dick Hairis incident. I just never got over the taste so … ‘ ‘Oh.