As I put her down and pulled my hand out from under her, my thumb slipped into her pussy folds and it was covered with her juices when I held it up to...my nose. After inhaling her wonderful aroma I sucked and licked my thumb clean.Penelope asked, “Did you really like that?”I replied, “I sure did. You are the first girl that I have ever tasted. In fact yours is the first pussy that I have seen and touched too.”Penelope said, “I liked it too.”From the doorway Mom said, “Then let him touch you. Oh, I went through the whole process, “Denial, anger, bargaining, depression and eventual acceptance.” I kept my medical condition to myself. My mother and step father were the only ones who knew. I was going to be me until I couldn’t be any longer. I was nineteen years old and would not see thirty. It was winter by then and I continued to train, harder than ever, with a clarity and focus I never had before. Dying in a fight was my hope/fantasy. I hung out with a d**g dealer for a while as I. Both shirtless, drenched in sweat. We got into his bldg, 2nd floor apt., went in, AC barely making a difference, and he was on me in 2 seconds. Kissing, (I thought "wow, 21 & he kisses this well?") sniffing & licking my pits (another Huge Turn on). He dropped to knees & I was balls deep down his troat!.....I looked down at his bobbing head watching his full lips wrapped around my wet, sweaty cock. Sweat from my face dripped down his. Hot sun light thru the windows hit us and I could see his. When the nurse asked about it my wife told her it was tohelp conceal my diapers. The nurses agreed that it was a very good ideaand they would have to check into them for their other patients On the way home I asked my wife about the baby stuff she told me she hadfound a place called DPF and they had lots of adult diaper stuff. Shethought that since I had to wear diapers we might as well make it fun. Iagreed that that was ok as long as no one found out. Then I told herabout my love of diapers.