Closed and forbidden always has a triple sweetness! I remember very well the first drops on my penis. No, not sperm ... Transparent, but very clear an... goo ... As a tear! I remember, as immediately touched a finger to try it ...Life is full of discoveries just begun ...My earliest memories of sexual interests, refer to the kindergarten experiments. And, of course, were the first objects of interest in girls of the same age. Again, definitely remember that and the girls had the same persistently. Initially all went well and I applied the gel and stood waiting for something to happen. I didn’t have long to wait.At first there was a gentle warmth which in a matter of seconds was replaced by an intense burning and a feeling I can only describe as like being given a barbed wire wedgie by two people intent on hitting the ceiling with my head. Religion hadn't featured much in my life until that night but I suddenly became willing to convert to any religion to stop the violent burning around. That was how Bill liked to hear me talk but it was just fantasy stuff. We, or at least I, had no intention of following through on any of it. It was just fantasy!! The clip ended and my world stopped turning. What just happened here? Gotta think. Heart beating like crazy. That son of a bitch downloaded one of the videos I had recorded for Bill while he was using our computer. I remembered making the video now. It was really nasty. Even for us. And now that son of a bitch had a copy of it. "What. He never said a word, he just departed.The following afternoon we arrived in Sacramento. I had been given instructions to report to the Three Cs office there.Little did I know there were two other young guys on the train also bound for the Three Cs Camp. We were taken by truck to a rustic encampment somewhere in the mountains. The three-hour truck ride gave the three of us a chance to get acquainted. I introduced myself as Raymond Moore from Grove City, Ohio. One guy was named Cyrus Fields from.