He really is a very niceboy, and now I'm certain he'll become an even nicer girl, but the decisionwill be his own."*********I move into the flat two d...ys later and clean everything up so that whenthe girls come with the furniture and all their other gear and possessionstheir move goes smoothly.I didn't mind sleeping on the floor in mysleeping bag but when I get my own bed I feel as if I'm really home. Ittakes a few days to make everything ship-shape but soon I'm doing thenormal household chores. "Cherie and her 14 year old daughter, Mary, had been invited to spend the weekend with Cherie's Aunt Nancy and Uncle Frank at their beautiful cabin in the woods north of Show Low Arizona. Her uncle was her mom's youngest brother and the three of them always had fun when they got together. There was less than a ten year difference in their ages and the good natured ribbing between the 'old folks' and the 'kid' was always welcome. Cherie and Mary were only about half way through the latest. What if my own abilities as a lover, my own idea of my sexy, sensual self was all in my own mind? What if nerves took over? What if for whatever reason he didn’t enjoy me or the evening? My sexual/sensual motor runs at a pretty constant purr but the possibility that I was might actually be a great big fraud almost stopped me in my tracks. …..A moment of insecurity. The burden of responsibility to make this truly an occasion to remember weighed me down momentarily.However as I always do, I gave. It was as if a bolt of electric current passed through her body. She began trembling uncontrollably. I put my arms around her and consoled her. It’s ok, baby. I love you, Julie. I could feel her fluttering heart beat on my chest. I had this corporate honcho who I was scared of meeting a few weeks ago in my arms fluttering like a bird seeking a gasp of air. I felt a mixture of compassion and passion.My hand moved on her back. I felt the lines of her bra but that was not my aim. I patted her on.