I had spent so much of my life trying to have my soul released from this beast, to have it returned to me. Instead, without even realizing it, my life...was intertwined with the city. I needed it, a part of it needed me, I dared hope I was not simply an innocent for this beasts appetite.Sometimes, though, I worry that I'm becoming like the beast. Devouring innocents. No, that is incorrect, I know I'm becoming like the beast. Perhaps this was the only way to save myself from becoming devoured.I. It’s yours. No strings, no sex, just yours. My gift to you, because I’ve seen who you are, and I love who you are. You’re a beautiful young woman, so strong, with so much love in your heart, and this world needs more people like you.’ There was no way I was going to tell her that cash was all I had to live on for the next month. I just hoped it was enough to minimize the number of times she’d have to go out to pick up ‘men like me.’ She stared at me intently, her lips quivering and eyes. I bought a nice strong dupatta cloth from that shop and i came back to the room. I had a lot of things going on in my mind. Once i was inside the room i heard Divya talking on the phone. It seemed like she was talking to someone from her office. She was saying that she will reach office as soon as possible.Then she saw me and she explained to me that she had to go to the office as soon as possible as she had to prepare for a very important demonstration that was going to take place on Monday. I. BJ came by my section to go over the wire installation plans for her two switching sections, as were looked over the requirements I could smell her body wash, it was sweet like a field of alpha after a rain, I was getting aroused. We took a break an went to the day room for refreshments, on the chance of being turned away or getting a harassment complaint filed one me, I ask her what she did to stay so refreshed and sweet smelling during these long meetings, she looked at me and I thought I saw.