I opened up my email and found 5 emails waiting for a response. I posted that I was looking for strong tops and that I was hosting in a hotel and no d...ama just easy sex and leave. I got a response from one of them quickly and he wanted to stop by for a blow job on his way home from work and that was all he wanted. I gave him the room# and gave him a one hour window. He showed up almost a hr later and he showed while I had stepped back out for another cigarette. My neighbor was out there smoking. ‘I’m sorry it took so long,’ I repeated to his wife. She softened a little in her eyes. I filled out the check and handed it to her. She accepted it gracefully. It felt wonderful to clear another debt even if it was one of the smaller ones. Yesterday, it was as insurmountable as the Himalayas. ========== I pulled into the driveway and got out to raise the garage door. The opener broke about six months ago, taunting my weak arm strength. I smiled, thinking I might be able to afford getting it. I knew I was close to losing conscious as I desperately tried to grab the rope to attempt to free it, but it kept slipping through my fingers. The next thing I remember was waking up on the floor with the early morning sunlight shining through the window.In the years since, I’ve never figured out what the rope caught on, or why it came loose before I died, but I haven’t indulged in my autoerotic asphyxiation fetish since that fateful night. That is until tonight. Of course, tonight I’ve made a. .. too intense... I can't take it. I'm being pulled in a million different directions until I finally fall. I'm spiraling for what seems like forever. Damien slowly pulls me back by kissing his way up my stomach. He sucks on each nipple softly before continuing up to my neck. He runs his tongue along my jawline and blows softly, sending chills down my spine and spreading goose bumps across my body. "How was that?" He whispers in my ear as my breathing starts to slow. "Mmm..." I murmur and I.