It was the worst form of torture that could ever have been devised for me and I thought back to when we were prepared to withstand such a thing in cas... of capture by the enemy. It had not been that long ago but those days now seemed a whole world away, and all that training had certainly not prepared me for this!The day moved on and I lay there stoically, refusing to look at, or even touch this body I was in. If I did so then I would have to admit to myself that I was now a female, and I wasn't. “I assume you’re going to expect Dad and me – mainly me – to look after your child while you carry on at school?” said Jenny.“He or she will be your grandchild, Mum, so surely it won’t be a huge inconvenience to look after?”Jenny shrugged. “I suppose not. I just wish you’d waited until you were a bit older.”“It might be months or even years before I get pregnant, so then I will be older. If you wore dad out in the bedroom, he wouldn’t be thinking of fucking me. And I might add,” she went on,. It didn’t quite work out how I planned. It’s times like this I wish it had. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve enjoyed the people I met there and the things I’ve done. But I’ve also created a lot of problems for people around me.”Suzy laughed out loud--not with Brock but rather at him.“You give yourself way too much credit,” she said not unkindly. “The problems would be there with or without you. Maybe you’re making them better than they would be otherwise. Jen and Meredith are ready to explore a part of. A lot of people can stand here and tell you stories about how he's helped them in one way or another. I'm going to tell you a story you haven't heard before. It's my story."When I met R.J., I was 12 years old. I'm 17 now so that may not seem like a long time, but I can assure you it was a lifetime ago for me. You see, when I was 12, I was diagnosed with cancer. The doctors told me there was an even shot I wouldn't see 13."I felt scared. I felt alone. But mostly I felt sad. I was ready to die..