"After he sees his daughters and how beautiful they are, he'll instantly want to make more." Oh God, woman!" Shelly said, a shocked look on her face. ...Let me push these two out first before I get knocked up again." We both laughed at that and I sat on the floor next to her. There was a long silence as we just sat there. Finally, Shelly turned to me and said "Britt, thank you for what you just did. I was hoping I'd read you right." Believe me. It was my pleasure." I reached up and brushed her. At first I tried to hide my lesbian curiosities and experiences, but now I’m rather proud of my active sex life. I used to think I was the only housewife on the block that fantasized about getting together with other women like myself, but that theory was laid to rest a long time ago.One event that shows everyone’s naughty side is the sex toy party that my friend Veronica hosts every year on Memorial Day weekend. It’s more of a sexy teddy party, as we all wear skimpy lingerie while Veronica. “Finally, I gave in and, honestly, I’m not sorry I did. I want to live a decent life, not struggle hand to mouth, and doing what I’m doing will make a difference for my future. Walk away if you want, that’s your decision, Misty. But it’s also your decision to get out of life what you can."Vickie wiped her eyes. I felt sorry for her and understood her motive. I knew what it was to be desperate and I certainly didn't want to be a waitress all my life. I wanted more.With almost everything now in. I wondered if the two Indian girls over at Hidalgo's place had been taught enough about civilization to give a good blow job but it seemed unlikely because the troopers were more about slapping meat to meat giving any willing female a hard ride to perdition. It was a minor miracle that my Indian "free treat" was still so tight down there but I expect it was because the other girl had a much bigger "saddle" for them to get comfortable on and those boys all liked generous curves a lot more than.