. encouraged to forget that behind our titanium shellsthere is a body, that we are something other than the shells and thesystems they are hooked up t....But I'm ... a little different.Because besides all the other things I had wrong with my body, I had onenobody could see at the time.My body, as twisted as it was, is male, and my soul, my sense of self,however you want to say it, is female.And there's nothing I can do about it.So I keep busy and try not to think about itDoesn't always work.But I. We three lived in a double bed room flat. He is working as AGM in a middle-level company. I think he is much fond of work rather than my sexy cousin which gave me the gateway to her most private parts.He goes to work at 8am and returns at 8pm.So, i’ve spent most of my time with my cousin. We both were very close and chit chatted most of the time and helping her in house hold works in the mean while the reason is to touch her acciendentally(as she think) as much. During these touches she always. Now this was a time that the worst thing in the world you could be was gay if you were in school. It was a tag you did not want to have. To be considered a queer meant that your life in High School would be a living hell. If a person was attracted to the same sex, you dare not tell anyone. For me, I was not sure what I was. Even though I wondered if I were homosexual, I dare not to talk to any one about it. It was a fear. What would happen to me if I were gay? I kept my thoughts to. Why was this man having such an impact on my body, my nipples felt so hard I expected them to burst out of their skin.Wade just lifted me to allow his mouth to lock onto one of my nipples, the moment they touched it felt like a shock was sent through my whole body causing me to lose my breath for a couple of seconds. I felt my legs trembling, my nipples pulsing and feeling like they would burst out my skin any second now and my pussy lips to start leaking my love juice into my already moist.