" Amanda's mothersaid."Your club's putting that on again this year?" We always do," she said. "And I want my grandgirls to be in it againthis year." W...at's All American Girl?" Nicole asked."It's a beauty pageant," Amber said. "It's always so much fun." I see you already filled them out," Amanda said."All they need is your signature," her mother said."Here is one for Amber Gayle Meggs," Amanda said as she pulled it out ofher purse. "One for Kayla Anne Meggs and one for Nicole Taylor. Be honest with each other. Take it slow,” I suggest, and when he smiles widely at me, I know he’s on the same page. “Honesty. I like that.” He caresses my back as he speaks. I plant a soft kiss on his chest and he gives me a wicked grin. “I’ll start,” he announces, and I giggle at his expression. “Honestly Chanel, I never want you to run away from me again.” As his sentence progresses, he gets more serious, and I stare back into his intent eyes. “Honestly, I don’t want to run away from you.. So if what is going on now helps us all to be more open and honest with each other then I think this Music Retreat at a nudist resort will have achieved something wonderful and way over and above all the great singing and musical skills we will have picked up on. So go ahead, Bjorn. You have complete freedom to say what ever is on your heart as do the rest of you when you take your clothes off.”Sonika looked at everyone in the room one by one then finally at Bjorn as they all waited for him to. Mr. Reece, as usual, caught me many times with the tip of his whip but avoided my rear. Near the end of the lesson Ruth and I collapsed on the floor shedding copious amounts of tears. I thought back through my life and pondered on the fact that in the last week, I had cried more than in all my previous years. Stephan of course came to my aid and after having a wash, and the application of the salve I felt a little better. Will seemed to be taking more of an interest in Ruth now and did what he.