.. Joanna kicked me out of the house! I don’t mind ... I was so done with her that it wasn’t funny! I answered your text, she saw it, and she lite...ally forced me out at gunpoint, holding her father’s rusty shotgun ... It might not even fire, but I wasn’t taking any chances, plus, I was eager to be with you! It’s over between us. I’m filing for a divorce and getting a restraining order ASAP! I’m tired of dealing with her fucking crap, damn it!” Jason declared, as he continued impaling Lisa Di. They both thanked her, and sat on the small chairs. Emily poured. They spent the next hour playing with Emily, at whatever games shewanted. As might be expected many of the games were quite girly. Juliewatched Jason playing with his little niece and saw Kelly through the boyagain. It made her feel warm inside, and she felt the acceptancesolidify in her even more. She had been startled this afternoon,watching Jason react so strongly as a boy. She had not expected it, andit had bothered. I wasn't worried about myself, I wanted him to enjoy himself. Which is what he wanted for me. He smiled lightly "well that will take a while--unless you blow me again."I smiled lightly then happened to glance up at the clock. 9:30. I was to have left already! I looked down at him "should I leave?" I asked smally. He stared at me "what?" should I leave?" I asked again unwanting his answer.He looked at the clock "yeah--my mom gets home anytime from now to 11:00" he saidI sighed and smiled lightly. .." Save it, Judy. Let's just get the divorce going again. I've wasted enough time with you."I turned and walked away before she could reply. I found my car in a trance, and in a trance, I drove around. I found myself parked at Great Falls, staring ahead at the churning waters of the Potomac River, trying to shake the numbness. It was over, that much was clear to me, even in my dazed state. There was no way back now. I had better accept it, too, and move to protect myself and the kids. Still, I.