You don’t mean...” Julie nodded. “What did you say to that?” Julie kissed him. “I told him that we did intend starting a family one day a...d that I had been thinking about it a lot recently. What, with supply teaching work drying up and that, it does seem a good time doesn’t it?” Alistair felt his knees go weak. “You...you wouldn’t want Jeff to get you pregnant would you?” he asked her. Julie looked away momentarily. “Well I will have to come off the pill,” she told him. “There would be a. Were we actually going to go that far. How would we instigate it face to face. Could we overcome any nerves to ask for what we spoke about. How do you ask someone you have just met if you can pee on them? We entered the flat. We sat on the couch facing each other. Small talk ensued as we sat very close and maintained eye contact. I think both of us were keen to start this. Nerves evaporated. We kissed on the couch which was soo nice. She was the oldest lady I had been with. We kissed hard.. .what magazine?" I stammered.He nodded his head in the direction of the magazine."That one." "Ohhh, ohhhh... that one." I said, more scarlet rising in my cheeks. "Do you like doing that?" Yeah" I replied."Bet it sucks you don't have someone to do it with, right?" My eyes lit up. "Yeah." I whispered back.And before I knew it, my mouth met his pants. "Bet you want to take my bad boy in your mouth, right?" he whispered as he ran his hand through my hair. My heart skipped a beat. "Please oh. As it was, I had to make a choice. There was no point heading for the Deben; I wasn't going to cross the bar (the shallow area at the mouth of the estuary) until the half-flood, which would be about 8pm. We could put in to the "halfpenny pier" (or, if you like, the "ha'penny pier") and spend a few hours in Harwich, or we could head for Lowestoft. I decided to go for Harwich. We could do with some fresh food, whichever destination we headed for. So we headed up the Stour, with the motor rather.