.." I trailed off, unclear if I was saying too much or the right things. "I wasn't mature then Cody...I was about 23 or so when I was doing this stuff..." "Oh, I'm sorry Sherry. I didn't mean to say you were mature then...I just kinda meant...." "she interrupted me with "you mean you liked dirty stuff then and how that plays out in your little mind now?" "Ahhhh....yeah, that sounds sorta right." I replied."So, do I still look good, I mean, in your humble opinion?" "Oh my God yes, Sherry. You are. Thodi der bad sab soye hue the me bhi soya hua tha phir mosqutois ki wajah se meri nind khul gayi to me so nahi paa raha tha to me terras par gaya to mene kisi ko baat karte suna wo meri masi thi aur wo ro rahi thi me khuchh bola nahi aur waha piche khada tha lag raha tha ki masaji badi buri tarikee se baat kar rahe the aur masi bhi bohot ro rahi thi Phir achanak phone cut ho jata he aur masi wahi bethke ro rahi thi me jaldi se niche gaya aur pani leke aya aur dhere se jake masi ko diya to masi. "Let's see what it's like. It might be a lotof fun."After I stepped out of my second shower of the day, I dropped my originalidea of dressing in white to regain some virginal innocence and decidedto show some leg and wear something a bit daring to get as much attentionas possible from the men who once considered me to be a laughing stock. Ipicked out a short black leather skirt and a sleeveless top and pulled upnatural coloured hold ups and slipped on three inch heels. I went alittle heavy on. I'm so humiliated. I can smell the beer on his breath ashe pulls close to me, and I don't want to kiss him but better a kissthan?WHACK! The sound of his hand slapping me in the face registers a splitsecond before the pain. I'm all the way down on the floor now, andthere's a trickle of blood coming from my lips, and I'm crying like alittle girl, which I suppose I am.He's laughing now. "Stupid sissy cunt whore!"He's pulling my arms behind me and lashing them together with rope. I'mhelpless to.