For as long as I could remember I'd struggled with my gender, and ashigh school was coming to a close my ability to continue to hold backthe truth - t...at I had always felt like a girl, on the inside, waseroding faster than a sandcastle during a tidal wave.I would have to plan very carefully - if anybody figured out anythingwas up, they'd just stop me from getting my diploma.First, I went to the drama room and looked at the costumes, but then Idecided none of them would work. I needed to send. I was then left for half an hour for all the treatments to work. After this time period, I was undone. I was led into the shower, where the highlighting fluid, facial mask and hair removal cream (plus body hair) came off. I was then dried off using a towel, and led back into the bedroom. Awaiting me was a spray tan. I was coated in a dark liquid, giving me a deep tan. Again, back into the shower. When I came out of the shower, I was told to lay back on the table. I was strapped down for a. I then went into the kitchen and told my father goodbye as he left for the pharmacy and ate and then cleaned the kitchen. I thought very carefully about my preparations. Was there anything I had forgotten? Condoms! I almost forgot my condoms. I’m sure glad my father kept me supplied with condoms. At exactly 9:45 in the morning, I left for Linda’s house to start our day of love making. I only hoped that by this evening when I take her home, our plans and schemes will become a reality. I. Speaking of too damn long, I realized that the closeness, feel and smell of this young girl was indeed awakening The Monster. How long had it been since I got a hard on without touching myself? No matter. There was little I could do about it now. I couldn’t spare an arm to adjust myself and she was crushing me to her chest too hard to move her body around to hide my arousal from the others. There was nothing to do but press on.I knew there was no reason to carry her further than a few steps.