‘Perhaps as we walk away from the Sun, which is always behind us, we are also leaving behind its blessings,’ Demure speculated. ‘Perhaps the Sun...is the source of rain, food and humanity and by turning our backs on it, we are heading towards only death.’ ‘I don’t know,’ said Glade miserably. ‘I don’t know.’ It was about this time, however, that Glade and Demure first came across the melted remains of an iceberg from the north that had somehow become beached on the desert shore. Even at this. Ever since I was a boy, I used fantasies about all sorts of sex, one being seduced by an older woman. Over the years I masturbated all the time about it but nothing ever happened in real life. With the advances of technology, my fantasies brought me to the internet where I’d look at porn. I enjoyed watching pics, but not to look at the girl, but to look at the pussy and wish it was me licking it. I lead a normal straight life have a good job. I’m now 22 and use the internet to satisfy my urges.. Nobody.” A stammered, pathetic answer, but I didn’t know how to lie about it. No one ever texted me, least of all so late at night.Charlotte sat upright with a jolt. I shut my eyes and sighed quietly. I knew what was coming. “It’s her, isn’t it? Alan?”“Charlotte, I’m sorry. She says it’s an emergency.” It was hard to type with shaky fingers.“Her friends ditched her in a rough part of town. She needs a ride.” I stood and grabbed a shirt from the accent chair.Charlotte switched on her bedside. He played dress-up for her and three of her older girlfriends; they supplied panties and skirts for Jerry who slipped into the bathroom to change out of boring boy stuff and into glamorous girl garb. The girls had fun dressing him up as one of their own. Jerry even learned how to apply make-up. He just applied powder, rouge and lipstick, but with his long blonde curls he really did look like a little girl.Years before Jerry hit middle-school, he had developed a rep as a Mama’s boy and was.