After carefully selecting a sexy thin black thong, you then wondered if you should even wear a bra, thinking back to Tanya's teasing you decide to not...bother with one. With underwear sorted you select a suitable short backless red dress. You apply a little bit of makeup and check yourself out in the mirror, "looking good girl" you think to yourself as you do a twirl in the mirror, and smacking you're ass with both hands and giggling. "thank god for discreet packaging and online shops" you say. I said that because I was overwhelmed with emotions and was naïve. After I met my step mother I realized that women could be heartless too. “I didn’t want that to happen to me.” I jump and gasp when he starts to speak again. Seeing this he starts rubbing my back again. All I can see is concern in his beautiful green eyes fringed by long black thick lashes. God! He is beautiful. He smiles his beautiful smile and his other hand goes into my hair and then I realize my hair isn’t in a bun. It falls. College and older Nyx is here. Wiser Nyx is here.Let me rewind the clock. I used to struggle a lot with sadness. But recently I haven't been super sad like I used to be back in 2014. But if you're going through that recently in 2021 I encountered a song by P!nk called F**kin' Perfect. It's a great song I strongly suggest you listen to itWhen I was a Christian I was Republican and all for anti-abortion and a bunch of other things. But after leaving religion and being agnostic my political view. He turned her towards him. They stood dangerously close; Anne looked up into his eyes and smiled. He kissed her on the mouth. She moved eagerly against him, then pushed away."No, we mustn't do this!" she cried."Anne, you've been drinking," he admonished, and kissed her again, harder than the first time.Her arms went around his neck. "God forgive me!" she moaned, standing on her toes, her mouth hungrily searching his in the darkness.She felt giddy, and drunk, and sinful, and terribly excited as.