The casket was closed, thankfully, and we paid our respects to Lieutenant Nicholson’s wife and kids. I had a quiet word with Tom and then both Jessi...a and I wrote checks for the college fund and handed them to him.We went home, had a quiet smaller family pizza dinner, then spent time together until everyone had to go to bed.November 6, 2000, Chicago, Illinois“Ready to go, Penny?” I asked just before 9:00am on Monday morning when the TV coverage of the honorary parade for Lieutenant Nicholson. "It's outside the jurisdiction of control. Love happens or it doesn't. Weird." I paused. "But wonderful, too."Neither dining companion spoke.I broke the silence. "Mary told me that Grace and I are like gray wolves. We're mated for life, but the accident of our births disallows the sexual expression of our love." Mary said that!" Grace exclaimed."Yes, not in those exact words, but close. She also said that our connection is so entangled, even convoluted, that we don't and can't give parts of us. Another tug and the skirt was six inches above the top of the stockings, her olive skin pale against the black sheer nylon and garter belt. Ever so slowly Angela separated her legs, knowing the effect that this would have on me.Click! Click! Click!It wasn't until after I had taken the shots that I realized that she wasn't wearing panties. Her full, black bush was just as I remembered it. I gulped for air and tried to straighten out my cock.A moment later Bella returned from the kitchen with our. I was starting to get over the guilty feel, even though I am still fucking Don at the office. Sometimes our boss Dan Fielding would join us for a three some. It did not seem to bother me any more that I was cheating on AJ; I knew that my law firm would protect me.Things started to calm down in May. AJ is back sleeping in my bed, but I still won't have any sex with him. I really don't why I am punishing him by withholding sex. I guess I am still some what pissed at him. There again I don't know.