The pandering of concern and the projection of assurances and good-will made my mouth go dry with each meeting.The loathing that I had was not necessa...ily only because of my clients, or my ‘less than the T.V. glamour’ office. There were so many things just slightly askew, but nothing so dramatic as to present itself as being the cause of my dissatisfaction. It did make things harder at home than they needed to be. But I did my wifely duties in and out of bed?or sometimes in the car as he. I really liked these two guys but at this point I didn’t want them to know where I lived. As I got out I looked at both of them and said I hoped we could do this again. They both said they’d love to only next time they would trade places. I just smiled but as I walked away I thought to myself that I really wasn’t sure if I was ready for Tony’s big cock up my ass. At the start of this epilogue said there were three things I truly loved to do. I have covered one of them, now to cover the other. I thought I had principles.Round to Robert's room for tea. Had to borrow a jug from next door for the flowers. What joy to have tea with Robert. Decided where to take the French men - that's the easy bit. But what to do with the wives and children? I ate a whole packet of biscuits. Robert asked me to play squash with him at 6. He said I'd need to watch my weight. Cheek! I still look like something rescued from Belsen. Robert off to a department meeting. Rush to book squash court, buy a pair of. I must be having hallucinations or delusions.' He thought. But there in his hand was the pipe case and there in front of him was the tobacco shop. He tucked the pipe into his coat pocket and headed for the door. As he entered the tobacconist's the owner looked up and said, "Lee. Haven't seen you in a month or more. You must need some more of your special blend by now. How much do you want?"Lee thought, I don't want to hurt his feelings so I'll just buy a little bit. "Give me about six ounces,.