About twenty minutes later, Shelby came by and we headed out for a day of catching up and shopping.Later in the afternoon Shelby suggested we go by Ch...rley's and see if Steve looked busy. If not we'd take him to lunch and both of us talk to him. I was uncomfortable having Shelby trying to get her talons into him, but I figured in the end I could end up where I wanted to be. Stevie was busy when we went by. I felt another jealous twinge when I saw him demonstrating an instrument to a hot looking. “That Steve and I make love on Christmas Morning the same way - under the tree.”“Sounds perfect!” Kara said.Back at the hotel we opted to simply cuddle naked, rather than make love, and fell asleep spooned together - Kara, then me, then Jessica.On Monday we had our bus tour and all of us enjoyed the tours, even though I’d seen all the sights six years before. Lunch was a traditional Swedish smörgåsbord, and I convinced the girls to try reindeer meat on knäckebröd. Even with jokes about Rudolph,. " It is not what I want." "You don't want freedom? Or you don't want to abide by the bargainyou have made? Or you don't want to feel as you do about the futureas you see it?" I don't want to be this me. This me here in this place. I would beas I was, who I was, with the life that I had." Many of us could echo that Sophie. I lost my husband and my babyson in an accident two and a half years ago. I too feel diminishedbut try to live to the full the life that I have." I am sorry. I didn't know. It was like my cock was puddy in their midst. I was horned up now and ready for a fucking. I said to J.W to take me...so he did. Before my eyes I watched this black man get up and take his clothes off before me. His 7 inch cock immediately was saying hello to my stare. He reached down to grab my hand and said to me," Come on baby.." So I watched J.W's naked body take me up to his bedroom and fulfill my desire.The bedroom door opened as our naked bodies trampled over to the bed...he grabbed my.