For a couple of years now, he fired back. I didnt realise there was anything missing from our sex life. I told him. Honey, there isnt anything missing... I just thought we could add something different to it. Thats all.he said. What else have you been thinking about? I asked. Go on tell me, you started this sick shit, what else do you think that I would like? I snapped. Honey, dont get upset, were just talking. I am not upset, I want to know what you have on your mind. Like I said, you. You can move back in tomorrow when I'm gone. Oh, and I promise to not disturb you in the morning. It's Saturday. You can sleep in," I said. "I promise not to slam the door." She gave me an I'm-disgusted look."What are you talking about?" she said."You know damn well what I'm talking about," I said. "I'm leaving you and divorcing you. It ain't rocket science. He fucked you, you cheated on me, and you're standing there actually daring to try and get me to forget about it. Well, that ain't. But in the meantime he found Jennie and you know the rest of that story. I didn't tell you but all of the alimony that you were paying me went into a trust fund for Angie. I also put the proceeds from the sale of our old house into that trust. I thought you would approve." So, I need to know where we go from here. I still love you and I want you to come home to me. I am so very sorry for hurting you as I did and I hope you can forgive me. I don't know what else to say except that I have lived. She wasn't aware of them leaving, she wasn't aware of anything, she justslept in the puddle of her own and their juices her body stained insemen, marked with their love bites, she slept.When she woke she didn't know the time it seemed to be evening, she hada muzzy head her body stiff and sticky, climbing out of bed was astruggle she ached all over, but she eventually got to the shower whereshe stood under the hot jet for ages, her eyes shut, at first washingoff the traces of them but then with.