"Okay, Julie, that sounds good to me. Thanks for organising it. How long have I got until he arrives?" Just over an hour." So there's just about enoug... time for me to take Jon into the shower for a quickie? It's been a while! Come on, big brother, give me your best shot!"Jen and I had a great time in the shower; with our recent practice on the grab rail at home, and in the shower room at Reading, we were very quickly in position with Gustav deep inside Jen, and our chests and lips locked. Alex was trying to not look overly conspicuous when Gail alerted him.'Alex, head's up, you've got some company coming your way, ' she cautioned, but her warning had an odd lilt to it, though what that meant wasn't clear. But her warning was.Alex sat up straighter, paying more attention. He remembered the men who'd come to confront him in the men's room in Houston, and he could easily imagine the same thing happening with some guys who weren't quite as happy about their dates pining after. Donna was in the kitchen talking to three blokes, they were having a right laugh and she was flirting in her own special way having consumed quite a drop of Scotch. After a half hour she said “I need the toilet” and Chris, the guy she’d originally eyed up showed her where it was. When she came out of the bathroom Chris was talking to two other guys, Connor, 35, and Steven, 29. Donna cheekily suggested they find somewhere quiet to talk and Chris said “Follow me” he walked along the landing and. I never had anything of the sort in my own life, you see. I was the antithesis of what they were, even though, yes, I had white skin and Aryan features, but I lacked the qualities that would make me one of them. I was ugly and awkward somehow, even into my early adulthood. Call it a failure of my genetic line, if you will, or some strangeness of character, or some spiritual malady, or just a simple lack of confidence and an abundance of cowardice. And as they often say, cowards take the rashest.