It was to become a form of release for a while.Being sexually active was posing a problem. Girls didn't really interest me at least not sexually at th...t time. The mare that I had been fucking wasn't broken in as a dray or buggy horse. So I couldn't get at her that way, standing on a bale of hay hadn't been successful either. I thought of a cow. But when I got close to one and reached to touch her she just moved away. In any case I was happier with horses. So masturbation became a source of. "Sure, like no one knows I like to lie on my back with my legs open andmasturbate while you stand at the foot of the bed and watch." respondedSheila, reaching for his panty covered cock. "And I have never toldanyone that you like it when I am holding your cock in my mouth and runa finger up into your asshole, unless you have told your buddies?" Shefelt his cock twitch in her hand at the mention of the anal play thathe enjoyed."Uh, no. I have never mentioned that to anyone." moaned Kerry,. He then stripped me off kissing me all over my body, especially my cock and ass.James removed his clothes and pushed me back on the bed and started working on my cock again " I want it big and hard again so you can fuck me" he said.Licking, sucking and stroking it soon had it back to its full 8 1/2 inches.James them asked me if i had any lube as he wanted my huge cock in his ass. I told him it was in the top draw which he got out and smeered some over my cock and his ass.He got on the bed on. He would wear Nicole's clothing, but not the uniform. He said "It is out of respect to Nicole and your job." Both Larry and Nicole were in flag draped coffins. Father Patrick Francis Kelly read the sermon and the rites. After a twenty one gun salute and taps, Scotty blew his pipes. To Amazing Grace he said goodbye to both Larry and Nicole. I could sense his grief in his playing of the pipes. Later Scotty said to me "Buck up lass. I know how you feel. I liked Nicole as well. It was a fluke.