What triggered it was some special on the news about how some underprivileged children had celebrated the holidays. I really want children. I asked Br...an when he would ever be ready to have children. I’m getting old, almost too old to have kids. As it is, I might be in my late fifties when they’re teenagers. // Brian looked shocked. He told me that I was nuts – totally crazy. He told me he’d always wanted children and that I’d told him for years about how I did want them. That’s just not true. I took a cab to a bar called O'Malley's. She was sitting alone out on the patio that overlooked a river and a small waterfall. I approached her and we sat and talked for awhile. She was the one with the LSD hook up. I was casually waiting for her to break it out so we could drop it. She looked at me and smiled, "Dita is going to meet us. She's on her way. I got enough for all three of us, so we'll wait until she gets here so we can all drop it at the same time." "Where has she been?" I asked. "I'm ima..." Okay Casey, one more minute and we'll work on figuring out the bumpsproblem. You're rolling good so far."I managed to somehow stick it out through the last minute and at the endcollapsed on the mat sucking air. I couldn't remember the last time I'dfelt so wiped out; it was like my lungs were actually too small, mychest wouldn't expand. I felt like my ribs had been crushed."Alright, up," Jerry demanded, but I just lay on the mat huffing. "We'regonna have to work on your wind. Come. .prick...every day all day, it's the onlything that really matters.? Did I ever tell you, I fucked my own mother.? Itwas a revenge fuck..to get back at thebitch...but once she had? myprick...she came crawling to mefor more.? Well, I wouldn't give it toherI would let her look at it..and even touch it, but no suckeeno fuckee..itdrove the bitch nuts..she begged..offered me money..sobbed.? And Ijust lether suffer. Fucking whore wantedher own son's dick more than anything inthe world. Just the.