Shoppersmight laugh and point. Children might hurl abuse. Friends and familymight turn their heads from me. I'd tell them all to eat their own shit.Be...ter all round if it didn't come to that.I needed to look at the big picture. As a Geography graduate, I wastrained to take a systematic approach to problems and devise integratedsolutions to them. I had to work on the assumption that my condition waspermanent, that I'd inhabit this body for the rest of my life. Thestrategy that would benefit me. "So beyond acertain point, I'll be asking you if you want me to keep making thembigger. You can watch through the mirror above," she said, pointing toit. I nodded, and she began.Another wave of euphoria, but smaller. I arched my back slightly, and anurse reached over to hold me down. As she did, she jarred the mirror, soinstead of looking at the IV line, where the anesthetist was injectingthe "feelgood" drug. Not wanting to disturb the doctor, I didn't sayanything, since there was nothing left. We can do the other things another time. I want you so much right now that I may burst if you don't relieve the pressure."OK, if that was what she wanted, I was ready to oblige. Sunny raised her legs and I moved between them pretty much as she had seen happening in the plaza during our classes. She put her ankles on my shoulders as soon as I was ready, and Sunny arched her back so that her ankles could reach. That put her pussy at an excellent position, so I rubbed my cock in her pussy slit to. "Ummm ... Slow it down, baby," the man groaned. "I don't wanna cum yet ... Fuck! You feel so good! Slow ... Yeah, like that ... Ride my cock!" Like this?" I heard Mom giggling. "Oh! Yessss ... That's ... Ugh! There! ... Fuck me right there! Uh-huh!"The squeaking of the bed had slowed down for a moment, but then it picked up again and I was only barely aware of it. I gave the sounds only as much attention they needed to feed the fantasy in my head. I'd found a secret, magic spot and I knew what.