I was not able to understand the implication of her statement, and did not analyze the meaning, as entire blood flowed in to my head making me blush a... it was my first with a lady other than my wife. It was full of excitement with an element of fear mixed with anxiety. At that time, I told her that I am also not keen about sex and told that I had taken about a month after marriage to consummate it as my spouse had pain while entering. Then I told her I am attracted towards her as I never had. Nope, definitely not dreaming.''What's going on?'' I asked her quietly, she kissed me again and then whispered into my ear, ''Haven't you heard?'' she asked, ''I'm supposed to be grieving.'' she told me as she began pulling at the waistband of my shorts.She dropped down to her knees and exposed my hardening member, she smiled to herself as she glanced back up at me. She took my penis in her hand and placed my helmet on her tongue, she began to slowly jerk me off as her mouth took in about a. ...I pick u up and set u on the hood...and you lean back on your elbows.. fully aware that your pussy is now fully visible under your short skirt. You start to slide forward...in anticipation of my tongue..your hips pumping up and down uncontrollably..your legs spreading on their own opening your self completely to meYou reach down and place your hands on either side of my head and urge me to eat you...your passion beginning to peak...your need to feel contact on your swollen womanhood. At the time, it would not have been appropriate for me to announce my intentions. You were in the middle of the trial and your own healing process. I know I promised I would never mention that time in your life again, but you asked why I didn’t say something. You were broken for a long time. Mentally, physically, and emotionally. The last thing you needed was me spouting my bullshit about how wonderful you are or how proud I was of you for standing up for yourself. It was bad enough that I felt.