I looked into my father’s very wide eyes. ‘Danny,’ he said. ‘I’m sorry. I…’ I jumped up and ran out the door. I ran to our hideout behin... the junkyard and I stayed there all night. The next morning, I talked an old man into buying me a bottle of tequila from the local liquor store. I thanked him and went back to the junkyard. I drank it and then consumed the worm. I was trashed and soon passed out on the floor of the old shack. I awoke to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes. Cara! I sat up.. ." Give me your phone."Soon I heard a chirp from her pocket and she gave my phone back to me."Now you are one of the privileged ones. Do you already feel your gloom disappearing?"Now it was my turn to laugh."In fact I do. Thank you - you ravishing goddess." Goof."Then she kissed me on my cheek and was gone. I did not know that cold school lunch could taste that good. Most probably the sun would rise from west tomorrow morning and there would be peace on earth. As the twins just did not go on. In an upscale hotel one night I called room service and waited in the darkened bedroom as she let the man in to deliver our order while wearing a sexy outfit. I had told her if he tried something, go for it. The poor guy was just shaking he was so nervous. The potential lucky guy received cash instead of my wife (which I wanted) as his tip.Eventually, she tired of hearing my fantasy ideas every time we made love. She really did not want anyone else, what we did was special between the two of. I was hooked up too 2 IV’s and told to stay flat on my back. When I was admitted, I was so weak, I had passed out in the ER. During the week, I gradually became more aware of my surroundings and my room mates. Looking past my feet, that bed was occupied by a 20 year old, who was to have his appendix removed. Beside me was a 70 year old guy who was recovering from a car accident, both legs in casts. K.i.d.d.y corner across from me was a Mr. Edwards. That is not his real name, btw. In that week,.