I love him so much.Bobby and Sandra hovered around Hope, laughing, teasing, making her feel wanted more than she had ever felt before. It's getting cl...se to the time we're to go to our honeymoon suite as Arlene and the others call it. Oh, gosh, how should I act? I've seen and felt the cocks of many men. Most of the time I was instructed to act even younger than I was. Some of those men hurt me. All used me as a whore. What do I do with Art? Do I suck his cock? I have my hymen back. Do I act. I found the thought of this both exciting and humiliating and wondered if, in real life, jealousy would take over if an opportunity arose,Well, I only had a few months to find out!We had a birthday night out. Our friends had arranged to stay with us overnight. My friend's wife was again far the worse for drink (she sadly could not hold her liquor as well as my wife) and when we returned to our house needed to be taken straight upstairs. My wife and friend undressed her and put her to bed. By. ..' When Darren came back my head was spinning and I could barely concentrate on what he was saying. The door bell rung and Darren went to open the door, two more young adult black guys came in. I could barely make out what they were saying, Darren said something like '...yeah, he's almost there...' One of the two guys came over and sat down beside me, he took the glass from my hand and begin to rub my thigh. I feebly pushed his hand away and tried to protest and stand, my legs were so wobbly I. And even if not, I could just go without my panties and wear a skirt to work for once.In the shower, I take extra care, I shave, everything (just in case), I use my new loofah and it feels great to be extra clean, I’m already getting wet, wondering how I am going to make it through the day if this doesn’t happen.I worry about what I should do if I do get taken? Should I call out so my work doesn’t call the police? I want this to happen after all, but what if he doesn’t take me? I decide that.