At the four-month appointment, the same ultra sound radiology technician declared that as far as she could see, no penises were available to be found....Pictures printed, and the celebration began. Again.Just weeks later, Raymond Tolson wasn’t feeling well so went to his doctor. He wound up going through endless tests. Pancreatic cancer was found, it was metastasizing, and was way beyond anyone’s capability to slow down, let alone stop.The family spent every possible minute together. The cancer. I had then closed my eyes enjoying the sensations flowing into my groin from her fingers. She started stroking it and started caressing my balls also. The bus was so crowed and nobody was noticing us. In between we would speak in each other’s ears and once then she said she can’t hold it no more and wanted it inside so badly. Then she asked me to feel her boobs as she spread her shale over her chest I had put my hand over her shoulders and slipped it inside through the camoflaouge of her shawl.. There is no mystery man. I made it up because… because… when you never seemed interested in me… I didn’t want you to get suspicious. I thought maybe you’d come around… in time.’ I finally found my voice. It seemed… plausible, but not convincing. ‘Vicky… I don’t really get it. Why… Why would you… ‘ Vicky wrung her hands nervously and tried to smile. ‘I know it doesn’t all make sense, but I was desperate. And when I saw you with Scott, and I knew… from before… that he was a genuinely nice guy…. It was the third car, ten minutes afterwards, that clued me in on why the place had suddenly become so popular; that one was a pickup truck with a gun rack prominent in the rear window. Apparently the place was picking up the slack before skiing took over by doubling in brass as a hunting lodge.Susan sniffed a bit—"boys and their damn blood sports!" was her comment—but I found quietly that it suited my purposes well. We argued about it a bit; she hated hunting generically, while I was of two.