Maybe a distraction? Maybe a way out, an emotional fire escape should the worst come to the worst? Maybe just because it was the right thing to do? Af...er all, this was the woman carrying my child. Wasn’t it right that she and I should have a deeper conversation about how things really were between us?Since Grace had been back in New York, we’d grown closer every week and every month. We didn’t over-use the word ‘love’, but we did sometimes use the ‘L word’. Even before Grace became pregnant. His gaze was intently focused on her twin mounds, watching as invisible fingers kneaded her flesh and occasionally tugged on her nipples. ‘How long has it been, Star?’ he asked after awhile, breaking the silence that had developed. ‘How long since what?’ Star asked, her eyes closed as she enjoyed Jacen’s attention to her breasts. ‘Since you’ve been with a man,’ Jacen clarified. ‘I can get a man any time I want,’ Star said defensively, stretching her arms out above her head, giving Jacen greater. I was now mortified. She must have come home while I was in the shower and I hadn't heard her. I panicked, sort of. I was able to cover the magazine immediately with the pillow, but I had no choice but to lie there on the bed, naked. This was so humiliating and embarrassing. The steps stopped abruptly, and now I could hear that she was in the doorway or maybe even in my room. I was trying my very best to remain completely still, but I felt as if I was trembling. I could hear tiny footsteps. He quietly knocked and the door and poked his heard into the room. All of the girls were sat in their pjs in a circle in the middle of the room. Simon was blown away by how gorgeous they all looked. He had never noticed before quite how well defined Cheyenne was. She was certainly a beautiful young girl! As for her friends, they were certainly just as gorgeous."Hey girls" Simon said. "Just to let you know that as long as you don't get loud or whatever tonight, I don't care what time you get to.