You’ll find someone else and have a good life.’ He left her on the couch crying. He didn’t know how he could be more gentle about it. He stopped...by a drug store on the way over to Lindsay’s place. It was already late and when she answered the door in slippers and a fuzzy blue robe he didn’t say anything, he just took her face in his hands and kissed her. She was warm and soft and her fingers combed through his hair sending sparks of need all over his body. She closed the door and took his. He moaned even more excitedly and our lips parted."I won't tell anyone," he assured. I wondered if I cared. A ten-year-oldwas seducing me but at the moment I didn't care. I wanted him to make meplease him. I want to announce to the world my love for him. I watched ashe released his catch and unzipped his pants. He looked at me momentarily asif checking for my disapproval. He smiled when I didn't order him to stop,hopped off my lap, kicked off his shoes and stripped off his jeans. " You know," I began in defense, "I would be willing to head a group to get something done out here when we need it, but I don't want to have to do that every day. Let me heal up and get back in shape, then we'll talk about what needs to be done out here."Thankfully, that topic was trashed. Tiny even winked at me as he shutdown his laptop and put the TV back on the regular morning news channel. Most of the folks heading to work had left. Dennis came over to me and said, "When you get to where. No Im good. Might be new, but Im not that much of a party nerd. Sweet. So you and John a thing? It was Phil, second in command it would seem. A thing? You know, yall fucking? Is that any of your business? So I take that as a yes. Im not his, no matter what we do. Just met him. So your fair game then? Fair game? What am I an animal to be hunted. The whole conversation had the air of what I hated in high school. Not what I meant at all. Dont get that way, just saying, he doesnt own ya. No no one.