I knew if the taste in my mouth were that vile to me, I wanted no part in sharing it with Beth. I gave Beth a hug and said, "Bathroom, I'll be back in...a second." I got up and gazed at her for a moment and said, "Don't move." I raced into the bathroom and had the door closed before I realized I was nude.Lisa had always made me feel uncomfortable and self conscious about my body. She complained constantly about my efforts to stay in shape and the time I spent at the gym. She said it made me too. She felt special and beautiful I couldnt take that from her. I knew with the death of her parents and her budding sexuality she was very fragile emotionally. What I did now made all the difference. I know Lilly had told me to go along with things that made her feel nice and beautiful, but I knew she hadnt meant I should go with it when were talking erections. I was thinking on things when Ash moved her head from my shoulder and kissed me on the cheek. This broke me out of my chain of thought,. Leaving the joint and feeling somewhat better, at 10:30 — too fucking early, to call it quits, on a Friday night. Getting in my car, I started the engine, slipped it into gear, and wondered what I could do for fun. Driving around for some time, I saw the Park, damn that’s an idea. Lincoln Park, two square miles with playgrounds, benches, fountains, and wooded areas with a meandering jogging path running through it.That’s when one of those fantasies exploded in my mind. I thought, ‘why the fuck. Before you reach the den, where I am sitting, the familiar scent of White Shoulders stimulates my senses. As you approach, my eyes are drawn to the neckline of your blouse by the necklace that dangles into the space between your breasts. I pull you into my arms and as I pull you close we share a tender kiss. We back away from each other, but continue to hold hands. I just can’t seem to let you go since I arrived home. A week without you has once more made me realize just how much I need and.