Riter. As with most of my stories, it was edited by Ruthie herself. Good reading. E.Z.When I arrived home from work on Friday, Marilyn's car was in fr...nt of the house. The guilt that was eating at my guts took another bite and I reached for the Rolaids as I parked my car in the garage.When I walked in the back door, Carol greeted me and kissed me softly on the lips. "Hi, honey. How was your day?" That loving, knowing expression was on her face. That look always made me wary, as if she knew. John pushed me back on the bed. In the dim light of the room he got on his knees and went between my spread legs. He was a dark shape above me, about to take me, to take my virginity. The fragile girl inside me, the first time girl, was so scared. Then his lips were on mine and he was using a hand to position his cock. John fumbled with his cock trying to find my pussy lips in the dark. My fingernails nervously dug into his shoulders as my body tensed. John kept moving his cock, fumbling and. Finally when I couldn't take it any more I opened my mouth to speak, and my voice cracked a little. "I didn't know you two lived together." Oh yes, we're practically inseparable, we do everything together."When she said this for the first time I had seen the scowl split like an overripe fruit and it's innards showed through in a hideous smile. Seeing that smile made me miss the scowl, it was resentful and at the same time smug and superior, condescending and full of loathe.She looked me square. She overheard the last part and was both happy and sad. As she explained her joy was of us exploring together and doing something a little crazy at the same time, her sadness was around the thought that was going to move on and never see her again. Placing my hands on either shoulder, I said I could never in a million years not think about being with you. I am sure I will be coming here for work at least once a quarter for a few weeks. And.. I could always give you a heads up so we both know.